Right Now

Right now: It's 8:30 on a Tuesday night and I just got done watching my fiance play softball with his team, The Puppies. 

Watching: Right now I am not watching anything but the microwave 

Eating: Trader Joes's Cajun Chicken Alfredo Pasta

Drinking: A glass of red wine

Wearing: my favorite Lululemon pants that have mint stipes, a black and gray tank top

Avoiding: Bedtime. I really need some good zzz's this week but I can't make it earlier than 11pm.

Feeling: Just plain exhausted. Traffic was insane on the way home tonight. All I wanted to do was get home at a decent hour, but it didn't happen. Not even Joy the Baker could calm me down.

Missing: My momma so much. I keep catching myself to call her but then I remember she is 1/2 around the world in Spain. I just want to talk to her and tell her about my day. 

Thankful: I am so thankful for my new job. I love my co-workers and my CEO. We all went on a field trip to Balboa Island for a quarterly meeting. He then gave each employee $20 to have fun with after, whether to have a drink, gas money, some coffee...it was ours. I thought that was so nice. 

Weather: It is pretty humid for California. It was cloudy all day and it seemed like snuggling under the blanket weather but it was so sticky outside. Ugh. 

Praying: That my mom is traveling safely. That my brothers are okay and safe. 

Thinking: about pressure. Pressure from those stinkin student loans. They are killing me. I really hate that I chose to go to college and now I cannot pay off those stinkin loans. I just pray that one day they will not be a burden.

Needing: just more rest. I just want to sit under a blanket with the tv on slowly closing my eyes to fall asleep on the couch. 

Loving: my fiance, Ernie. Just plain and simple love.